Sunday, November 05, 2006

We will be A-O.K.

I wanted to update you all about mine and Amber's situation. I know alot of you have been wondering and concerned. We appreciate all of your prayers and thoughts. It has been a rough two weeks since Lynn told me that he didn't want to be with me. But you know we deserve to be happy and a family so Amber and I will do this. We are strong but furthermore I am a *strong* woman and when there is a will there is a way. I found a place for us that we will *hopefully* be there renting on the 1st of December. I put my deposit on a duplex that is 2 bedrooms/1 bath. I will sign papers on Monday more than likely. Just keep saying prayers because I worry about paying the deposits for the new utility company we will be using and having the first month's rent ready for them. If I don't receive money from Lynn in December for child support I will find a lawyer to use. I am very suprised at how he is handling this whole seperation thing but then again I *always* knew he was selfish, HE was bringing me down, my moods were bad at home because I felt like he didn't love me or want to be a family doing *normal* family things. He has ALOT of growing up to do and I wish him the best of luck. Sorry for my little rant, things do still hurt me and for now my heart is on a shelf, it has been broken into tiny pieces and I feel very rejected. But these feelings I know WILL pass. I am STRONG. I BELIEVE that good overcomes the bad things in our life. This is just a big change in our life and it will be a good change. I am already BLESSED to of found a duplex in my price range, and it is right across the street from the hospital where I work. How much more lucky can I be? :) I won't have to drive to work, I can go home and eat lunch. There is so much positivity in my life right now. And my friends I know with your strength, love and faith WE WILL be A-O.K.

Love,A & A

8 comments:

Terri said...

Sounds like you found the perfect place to rent. Just imagine the gas money you'll be saving!! Also sounds like you've got your head held high.... keep it that way and I bet you can get through anything! ((hugs for you both))

Linda Rae said...

I am glad that things are looking up and that you are so positive! I will pray that you get that place!

foodiechickie said...

I am happy you found a place that is so convieniant to work and will save money on gas and lunches. I'll be thinking of you.

Laura said...
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Laura said...

I hope you continue to stay positive! Good wishes and prayers!

bethanie said...

You're being so positive. You really are a strong woman. Also - you're a great mom to Amber! *hugs*

D said...

I'm so glad you found a place so close & within your price range - that is fate! And I believe you will get through this - stay positive & strong! You are a great Mom and a special person.

Deb

xJamieJx said...

it's great to hear how positive you are. keep your head up and best of luck with everything.