I wanted to update you all about mine and Amber's situation. I know alot of you have been wondering and concerned. We appreciate all of your prayers and thoughts. It has been a rough two weeks since Lynn told me that he didn't want to be with me. But you know we deserve to be happy and a family so Amber and I will do this. We are strong but furthermore I am a *strong* woman and when there is a will there is a way. I found a place for us that we will *hopefully* be there renting on the 1st of December. I put my deposit on a duplex that is 2 bedrooms/1 bath. I will sign papers on Monday more than likely. Just keep saying prayers because I worry about paying the deposits for the new utility company we will be using and having the first month's rent ready for them. If I don't receive money from Lynn in December for child support I will find a lawyer to use. I am very suprised at how he is handling this whole seperation thing but then again I *always* knew he was selfish, HE was bringing me down, my moods were bad at home because I felt like he didn't love me or want to be a family doing *normal* family things. He has ALOT of growing up to do and I wish him the best of luck. Sorry for my little rant, things do still hurt me and for now my heart is on a shelf, it has been broken into tiny pieces and I feel very rejected. But these feelings I know WILL pass. I am STRONG. I BELIEVE that good overcomes the bad things in our life. This is just a big change in our life and it will be a good change. I am already BLESSED to of found a duplex in my price range, and it is right across the street from the hospital where I work. How much more lucky can I be? :) I won't have to drive to work, I can go home and eat lunch. There is so much positivity in my life right now. And my friends I know with your strength, love and faith WE WILL be A-O.K.
Love,A & A